It Keeps Calling Me

Sorry ya'll. I've neglected my blog, for the most part due to me working my ass off lately. But here we go with a new post, new topics, new discussions. And please give me your feedback.
Well, I have honestly been trying to not have any type of sex, especially male to male sex. I've said to myself I'm going to quit this, and just focus on me. Well, I must say it's been hard....literally. I've been wanting dick in me badly! I can't explain it, but when I think I'm done with it, it keeps calling for me. Just to feel it in me....fill me up, hit my prostate and make me cum without doing nothing....oh it's crazy. I emailed my "fukk buddy", and he's about as busy as I am so I'm like ok that's cool...he's busy I'm busy, that means I don't need it. Then I recieved an email from a guy I hooked up with twice, but it was damn good. I call him MadMandingo....he has a warrior tool...about 7 inches thick soft. The 1st time we hooked up we didn't fukk...I gave him head, we embraced and he fingered me until i shot my load. He sat on my chest and I gave him head. The head was good because he shot his load prematurely. The 2nd time we hooked up...he fukked me for about an hour..we kissed and it was slow passionate sex...I was gone off the poppers...but when he finally hit it doggy style I got off. Unfortunately when i buss mines I loose interest quickly. Then I say to myself I'm done. That's what I needed....I'm good....then a week or two later...my ass is telling me to find that dick..........it keeps calling me.